Sorry for the long post! I wanted to share various updates, and lately the dreamwidth text editor has been a little janky for me about putting in readmore cuts. There's a lot that I'm giving updates on, so of course don't feel like you have to read the whole post. If you want to reply about just one little part of it, feel free!
Real LifeI've started my first semester of online college, and it's an easy class but the adjustment is a little rough. I'll look at my todolist of chores and think I don't have that much to do, but then I have the weekly readings and assignments. It's going alright so far, though, I guess. I've been submitting some stuff late, but the late penalty doesn't seem too bad? And I have to keep telling myself that a late submission is better than just skipping it entirely and not submitting anything. But it's a bit hard catching back up to where I'm supposed to be. At least I have my three day weekends back now; the last two weeks I'd been picking up an extra shift each week on Tuesdays at a high-earning location, since it both made good money and helped out my friends at that location, but it did mean that I lost that crucial third day of my weekend that I did a lot of my schoolwork and chores during. The first day of my weekend is always basically a day where I just catch up on sleep, so if I only have one other day to do stuff, things tend to get lost in the cracks. That happens much less so when I have two days that I can really do stuff.
Work has been normal, it's been getting busier more often now that summer and the end of the typical school year is approaching. Which is good, because slow season is always a bit rough financially, but it does mean that I have to hit the ground running at work and not stop until after I clock out. I could take it a bit easier before, with it being so slow.
(edit) Oh! And we got our raises! The union came through! We didn’t get the $10/hour for tipped workers like I was hoping, but we’ve got gradual bumps every six months until a year from now, when it’ll end up as about $8/hour. And the non-tipped workers got $20/hour!
I've also been journaling lately in a physical notebook, and it is actually super helpful? It's like talking it out with a real person, except I don't have to wait for a real person to be available or have to explain intricate details to them. I also write down a lot of todo lists in it, and just ramble about whatever I'm thinking. It's nice. It took me several months to start writing in it regularly, but now writing in it is something that I want to do, not just a chore to check off of my list.
Another thing that's been happening for me has been losing weight. It's going really well! It's slow going, of course, but it's happening steadily and it feels like my goals are definitely possible and maybe even within reach.
My cello journey continues as well! I don't talk about it much on here, but I still do lessons every week. My big barrier here is that I need to practice outside of my lessons, but that's something that I find super difficult, especially now that I'm taking online classes.
THIS is the current piece that I'm working on. It doesn't sound nearly as good as the performer in the video, but I'm able to get through the entire thing! I've mostly got the rhythms, and I'm mainly working on intonation, dynamics, and general musicality.
MinecraftMinecraft has been rough for me lately... last night I accidentally fell into the void in the end on the server I play on while I was trying to get an elytra (I managed to find two end cities, but the one ship that I found was already looted... and we don't have the world seed, so this took a long time to begin with), and this morning I died twice in a row while trying to build a wither skeleton farm and then trying to recover my stuff again. That was a rough one two punch that makes me just want to give up on Minecraft for a while. I doubt I will, but ugh. At least the server's Villager Trading Center is now partially up and running, so getting good gear again shouldn't be too arduous, just a little tedious. I claimed an ocean monument on the server for my future base, but the problem is that I have to now clear it out of elder guardians and then drain the inside of it without dying to regular guardians. Maybe I'll ask for some help, since I've just been struggling by myself before now.
Meanwhile, in my single player world, the wither skeleton farm is a fair bit away from my main nether portal, so I have to fly there with an elytra. I'm so glad now that when I last lost my elytra, I didn't stop my end city raiding at just getting one again or even just a backup. I got like five or six elytra, so I should be good to have a couple more tries at getting my stuff back. I think the key will be some enchanted golden apples and/or regeneration potions in addition to fire resistance. The first time I died it was mainly because I accidentally hit a zombie piglin, summoning all of them to hunt me down. Then the second time, I only took one totem of undying and ended up getting mobbed by wither skeletons. So for my next attempt, I think I'm going to bring a hotbar of totems, some enchanted golden apples, a regen potion, and some splash health potions since they double as harming undead mobs like wither skeletons. I don't think I have it in me to do that today, though. Probably tomorrow. I can't really stay away from Minecraft for very long.
I've decided that I want my YouTube series of my Minecraft world to be mainly about the builds instead of my favorite adventuring parts, so that I can play privately for myself while also having it be a YouTube series. Because of this, though, I need a beacon for my second episode because I want to make a vertical mineshaft with different tunnels at different layers. Thus, an ianxofour wither skeleton farm (though the one I'm making will also collect blaze rods from blazes and gold from zombie piglins, since I don't need industrial amounts of wither skeleton skulls).
I was also thinking for my YouTube channel of making an adventure map for my brother to play on! I want to design an escapable prison with various different escape routes, and then record him trying to escape it. Like one escape route could be parkour focused, another could be puzzle based, and another route could be focused on dodging hostile mobs, or something like that! I think it sounds really fun, and my brother luckily agreed to do it and said that it sounded fun! The goal isn't an inescapable prison, but like, a fun little maze game.
I've also gotten into some Minecraft mods! Mainly utility ones like miniHUD, flashback, shulker box contents in the tooltip, but also some creative mode mods like worldedit and axiom. I think I'm going to try to get the hang of worldedit first, because axiom sounds intimidating and seems to be more for landscaping? Idk. I'll probably try both around the same time and see which one ends up being more intuitive for me to learn. Anyways, I don't really want any content mods that change a bunch of stuff, like create mod or other mods that add a bunch of stuff, or mods that feel too cheaty. If I have freecam, I know I'm going to use it in ways that would be cheating on a server. Nothing is really cheating in single player worlds, but if it feels cheaty to me then I know it's just going to make everything stop being fun for me in survival.
HermitcraftI've caught up with all of the season 10 playlists that I wanted to watch! I watched Pearl, Gem, Bdubs, and Welsknight. I thought about also watching Tango, Grian, Scar, and Cleo, but Pearl and Tango overlapped a fair amount and so did Gem and Grian. I might still watch some of Scar's season 10, mainly the building of his zoo habitats, since I'm just completely uninterested in poe poe and exile shenanigans. Welsknight is a new favorite! I love his building and playstyle, and honestly it was his videos that gave me the push to start making my own videos. He made it feel so accessible, like something I could do instead of just watching other people do it. And then of course I try it, and I feel like a kid pushing sticks into the dirt next to Wels' impeccable log cabin lol. I think Bdubs had my favorite season 10, but Pearl is a close second place. Honestly though, all of them had really great season 10s.
Season 11 has also been really fun to watch! I'm caught up with all of the hermits that I watch even a little bit, and it's so hard waiting for new episodes compared to just putting on a playlist of a whole season and being able to watch like three hours in a row of just Hermitcraft. I'm really liking Xisuma's season 11, I watch him sporadically, and I love his whole music theme that he's doing. Pearl and Bdubs are of course doing wonderful builds as always, too, and Welsknight going for a Japanese theme is super fun and I'm excited for his next video, whenever he gets around to it! I'm also enjoying Cleo's and Gem's season 11s, and it's once again so cool to watch Tango work on Decked Out. I can't believe that Tango calls himself "not a builder"!
Other MCYTI've also started kind of getting into Lifesteal a little bit? Rekrap's videos where he like, hides every end portal, or steals every netherwart, or makes secret tunnels in the server, or softlocks everyone are super fun. I'm not sure where to start with Lifesteal, though, in general. They just ended their most recent season and it looks like another one will happen soon, so I suppose that I'll just start there? I plan to watch Rek of course, and also Jojosolos. I really liked Jojo's commentary about the whole Marlow situation and women in MCYT, and she's just fun to watch. I'm not sure who else to watch on Lifesteal, though.
Something about Lifesteal, though, is that it kind of feels like what I wanted the Life Series to be? I've kind of fallen away from the Life Series and haven't watched really anything past the first one or two episodes of Secret Life, because it just felt like it was relying too much on the unique gimmick of the season. What I wanted from the Life Series was like, competitive battle royale for survival with high stakes, and it feels like it's kind of moved away from that and became more focused on shenanigans and unique gimmicks for each season. Lifesteal seems less gimmicky, despite having a central gimmick, if that makes sense? Like there's the mechanic of losing hearts upon deaths and taking other people's hearts, but that feels like it's on the same level as 3rd Life's, Last Life's, or even Double Life's and Limited Life's rulesets. So I'm looking forwards to Lifesteal season 8! I hope it's something I enjoy.
What I've Been ReadingI haven't been reading very much, especially not fanfiction, but I started reading the YuGiOh manga a while back! It's fun, though of course dated. Yugi is a sweetheart, and I actually really like Kaiba? The sexism in the manga is annoying, but it's not so bad that I can't keep reading. I like the mystery stuff about the Millenium Items and Yami Yugi's identity and past. I know the basic ending and Yami Yugi's true identity, but I kind of wish that Yami Yugi really had been a secret aspect of regular Yugi's personality? Instead of basically just a different person sharing the same body.
I also have been reading a webcomic called I Married The Male Lead's Dad, because I thought it would be fun, and while it definitely had comedy bits, it was surprisingly more dramatic than I expected! I actually thought the writing was really good, especially with how it integrated the highly specific premise in a way that felt like it made sense. I love it when weird transmigrations and things like that end up being deeply linked to a world's lore and history or whatever and actually make a bunch of sense within the world, even if it feels totally random at the time to the person it happened to! I'm so glad that the whole initial conflict got resolved within what was already adapted, and I didn't have to wait for updates. It's still going, though, which I'm also happy about! I like the characters and the world, and I like seeing the relationships more, especially without the huge major life and death conflict hanging over their heads.
On WritingI haven't written any fic since my Candy Hearts assignment (which I also need to put on this journal, I've been meaning to do that). I think I've just kind of... lost interest, for now? I'm not sure why. I just am not really currently feeling the urge to write, even in an "I want to write but am having difficulty/writer's block/etc!" sort of way. It doesn't even feel like a fallow period of recharging, exactly, because even in those periods that I've had, I've had the urge to write creatively. Right now I just mainly want to write in a journaling sort of way. Idk, I figure when it comes back, it'll come back. My ideas are still all written down, and if I want to get back to them, I can. Nothing is abandoned forever.
I've also stopped doing exchanges lately, which is also about my urge to read fanfiction. I just am not really feeling that urge anymore right now. Maybe one day I'll get back to it. I do want to run
diegetic_exchange again sometime, but I am not currently up to it right now, which feels unfortunate, because this time of year was about when it ran last year. I don't want to say that it won't run again in 2026 at all, but I also can't put a timeframe or date on when I will want to run it again. It'll happen when it happens, I guess. If anyone wants to run a similar or copycat exchange, feel free, but I do not plan on passing this specific exchange on to anybody else.
Future PlansNow that I've pretty much caught up on my MCYT playlists, I think I'm going to go back to watching anime more! Unless I spend that time playing Minecraft instead, I guess. Naruto Shippuden is a priority, of course, and I still need to actually finish that BL bean counter isekai show. I also kind of want to give Witch Hat Atelier a try! It looks super pretty, and sounds interesting. I'm going to wait until the whole season is out, though, since I'm pretty bad at keeping up with releasing anime. I'm a binger, and if my momentum gets interrupted, it can be hard to get it back. Just look at my progress with Naruto Shippuden and the bean counter isekai, lol. But it's going on my list! Also on my list: Akane-banashi once it finishes airing, Yuru Camp, CITY, Haikyuu!!, and Jojo Part 6.
Anyways, that's what I've been doing and what I'll probably be doing for the summer. Work, school, Minecraft, and anime.